Do You?I still dream about you.Do You? by ~ChatoyantEyes
In that way of yours you have.
To make me feel like I'm falling
It always made me laugh.
I still write you letters.
I write you smiles and tears and frowns.
I wish that you could read them
But I know you don't want them now.
I still remember your smell.
I search for it in items I took with me.
I breathe and fade and breathe and drown
In memories that bloom too quickly.
I still long for your touch.
I remember when you gave it to me freely.
My hand searched for you in the darkness
And yours met mine so sweetly.
I still wake up in the morning, thinking about you.
I check to see if you are there
Check every portal we used to use.
And hope that you still care.
But now you are gone.
Said you were moving on.
And still I do these things...
Love is foreverI Loved once.Love is forever by ~ChatoyantEyes
In the quarter century of my life I gave myself freely to only one.
And it was grand, and it was good.
But he changed, and I with my truth, I sealed my coffin.
And he cast me out like garbage.
And with time we hurt and thusly hurt one another.
But Love never dies, it only changes as we will it, unwillingly.
And he willed his against me as my will grew to realize I was so wrong.
But his Love has moved on.
Now what's left of me and my Love... But to die.
Because Love is forever.
And I cannot live so full of Love, in a Loveless world.
Where flowers bloom for no one.
Where sunsets set for no one.
Where the wind chases only ghosts.
And I am forever alone, while you give your Love to another who will never Love you as you should be Loved, as I Loved you... from the very first moment I saw you.